[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 450px][justify]Idiot, idiot. That's what he was. There was no way in or out of it. He was just dumb and that's all there was. He wasn't going to make an excuse, he had messed up and he was stupid. That was the only thing that really upset him, everything else was great, really. He was gonna be home, he was gonna see Momma again, right? And Pollux too, hell maybe Sola was still leader and Jemma was still out there, kicking ass.
All the people he'd made out of gold since childhood, were they tarnishing yet? Had they crumbled? He prayed, deeply, that they still stood. Because Jet could still see them in their prime, yet he couldn't get to the time where he had messed up. What had he been? Second, third tier? And at such a young age (not that he was much older now)? So dumb, he was so dumb.
But he was happy still, and as the sand dug in between his black paw pads, he would smile. Nearly cry, even, but yet he was an instant away from giggling away all his insecurities. So, Jet Harbringer would merrily take in the familiar aspects of the BloodClan border, hoping for his sights to follow up with a familar face.